I wish I was the same soul I used to be

Unfortunately, our past had a clean soul like a child. I rather be childlike and free, than wise and bitter. Wise and clean soul like a child would be ideal. Don’t lose the happy child within your soul. ~ Leigh Rivera

It’s still in there, only very deep and well hidden so you can’t see it any more. I keep it locked away in a safe place, protected and resting unused. ~ Sheila Bright

I'm not the same soul I once was. A lot has changed. A lot had to change. So you should't expect out of me what I embodied in the past. For that part of me no longer exists.